My life got goddamn ridiculous, that's what. I mean I started working but couldn't get back into school (still trying), I stopped writing and drawing, and pretty much all my friends and a relationship (if anyone could call it that) went straight to hell. I literally went 'fuck this shit' to the internet and everyone for a very long time because I needed to clear my head and heart. Speaking relatively it was too much and I couldn't take it anymore. I was/am at the point where humans are not worth the great amounts of energy I have a habit of using on them. I'm still very unhappy, but I guess I'm a little tired of sulking so I started visiting Gaia again last month. I came back to dA cuz I wanted to get back to drawing; when I tried drawing recently I saw I got worse. Also, I just miss art ;-;